utter boredom.

it's like 430 am!! haha..
still not asleep.
how the heckk do u make me go asleep?

sheesh.

okay, so i've changed my blogskin~
yayy!!

and darlinggg~ i was only kidding when i said i got bored of the old skin becoz u were in it. haha..
kidding lahh.
<3

okay another thing, dis template is not really filled wif his pics. the reason is.. coz i dun want to publish his pics so much laahh.
haha.. he never publish my pics in his friendster.
the only pic of me that u can see in his profile is my testimonial.
haha.

but it doesnt mean that i love him less okay.

anddd~ errgghh.
just so worried lah these few days.
fear of losing??

i dunno~
haish~

it's like, i dun want to be the way that ppl say, "when u get the good guy, u're the bitch, and u when u get the bastard, u're the victim"

that kind. i dun want to!!
i'm not a bitch anymore. not a flirt anymore.

leave me alone guys!! ergghh.

i just want HIM.
Jumali Bin Haron.
ONLY HIM.

okay2.. sorry for the mushy part.
cant bear to lose someone like him lah.
must change myself a lil bit.
in ways which, i noe.

ouhh gawd. i saw an old pic of him wif a grp of ppl frm his wrkplace. saw fadly his friend too. guess where i saw it??
AM Bitch's gallery.
hurhur.
so it's THAT girl from Alexandra. No wonder so familliar.
Well, she certainly made some controversies at AM.
Sheesh.
I dun like her.
I mean, whatever u and the guy chat wif, tts strictly ur business.
u dun haf to tarnish the guy's name.
And Likewise, guy dun haf to tarnish girl's name.
Ouhh Puhhleeze.
Stop being immature.
And THINK for once.
ppl got reputation and maruah too u noe.


well, out of sheer boredom, i'll try to type about something serious. haha..

i've always had this mentality that girls should be lemah lembut and not crude or rude in any way. Wad more rowdy? Or maybe a srikandi attitude would be preferable. never give up attitude. internal strength. yadayadayada.

and u see girls nowadays, shouting to their friends like as if the friend is at the other end, when, in fact, they're just in front. Screaming those vulgarities in the faces. it's just, unsightly. don't you think so?

long gone were those days where u see soft spoken, shy and gentle, benign girls. sigghh. whatever happen to society?

*cant wait till Saturday laa. *

*want him so badd~*