updates.

sry for not updating. some matters of the heart's been bothering me recently. aniways, i'm back. so, lemme see wad did i do recently.. well, yeah, yesterday had a mini class outing wif Kelis, Jonathan, Yi Jin and Akram.

I thought we were supposed to meet at 10. hmph. but in the end, by 1005 only me and Kelis were at the Harbourfront Mrt Stn. Dengs.. Jon ya ya said dun be late and stuff and he purposely changed the meeting time to 1030. idiot.

so me and Kelis took a pic while waiting for the rest..

so, aniways, we went in free, thanks to me. haha. then went to Sunset Bay to slack. Then we swam and took pics..

These are from Kelis' phone..

okay then after that we took the double deck green line one round to the cable car..

and we went on the Luge..

see my colar bone.. it juts out. gosh.

and then we went to Images Of Singapore. And suddenly Jon's face started to change.. He has phobias of mannequins. And like, everyone's phobias started to come out. YiJin has a phobia of deep water, mine is phobia of drowning and Akram's phobia of heights. Kelis?? Haha.. She's OUR phobia. heh..

and after the sentosa trip, me, Jon n YiJin took cab back woodlands coz me and Jon had to go back to school. I had to go for Drama Rehearsal. And my character is: THE EMO SUICIDER!!

So yeah, i'll be having red lipliner to draw on my wrists to show that i slit my wrists and stuff lah. WHEEEE. I LIKE.

okeh.. if u can see my schedule, i'm pretty much busy. so, for those whom i havent been spending much time wif, i'm sorry but now is not the right time for me to hang out.

i havent been thinking abt myself as well. havent been eating well, havent been sleeping well. it's the time of they year when i'm overworked and overexhausted. everyday go back home late.. weekends work. pretty bad aye..

for those whom i havent been chatting on msn.. sorry coz sometimes i'm just too tired to chat. and sometimes, i wanna be alone too. especially now when i'm kinda confused and dunno wad's going on about things, i really can burst out any minute.

i'm kind of in a state of emotional unstableness. hah.. no lah.. i mean, it's not that bad lah but it's just that i dunn0 wad to feel sometimes.. angry? sad? dunno lah.. i noe most ppl can guess that i'm pretending the way i'm feeling. i hate my eyes sometimes.. they give my feelings away.

howells, i'm just keeping myself busy so that i wont have to think abt stuff.

ouh ya.. shit.. i owe Jal a date. erh.. postpone 2 more wks boleh? hahaha..

and dangs.. i'm supposed to tell abang man when i'm free so that he can take me to the skin doctor.. which i'm supposed to tell him like, 2 wks ago?

okeh. i think that's all.

toodles~