bleeding heart

if my heart can bleed, it would probably be swimming in a pool of blood right now.

that was the last straw. i couldnt contain my tears anymore. all of this week, i've been crying inside and not let my tears down. i cant hold it any longer. the moment i saw it, that's it. the tears just flow.

no wonder i was feeling uneasy all the way from work to home. my heart hurt and it cried so hard. and i noe that it was because of that. but i didnt really expect this to happen.

i need an explanation.

and it better be good.

current song:
Kian - Mawi.

Kian jauh
Kian hilang
Kasih antara kita

Nampak tenang
Pada zahirnya
Tapi batin terseksa

Yang terguris tak nampak dimata
Yang terhiris terluka
Sesekali terbit air mata
Tahan sebak didada

Ke manakah..nak dibawa
Resah kian melanda

Di manakah
Hendak ku khabar
Pilu di dalam dada

Bila kasih di hujungnya nyawa
Rasa ingin dimanja
Perasaan pun kian tersentuh
Bila rindu ini berlabuh

Apakah yang dikejar dalam hidupmu
Berkali ku kata padamu
Kita singgah di dunia yang sementara
Penuh tipu daya

Yang kekal
Disana
Biarlah..kita bersama

Usahlah
Hanyut terus terlena
Kerana dunia

Pada aku masih ada
Kasih belum terhakis
Sebenarnya..sudah lama
Ku sungguh berkecil hati