well, things are getting better.. well, not at one shot la.. its just that, its picking up really slowly.. and i mean.. really2 slowly.. like, 1 m/hour.. sighh.. but at least, he's starting to call me again and yeah, we're talking.. although he doesnt do the little things that he normally did, like saying i love you so much and calling me back like he said he would.. still, i'm just okay that we're kinda talking..
i'm like, hoping that he's able to meet me tml.. coz i'd skip school just to spend time with him and make things better.. and clear the air.. the last time i met him was when he visited me in the hospital.. which was like, 3 wks ago... damn.. i miss him so much... its just that, i'm not used to dis kinda treatments from him. all he ever gave me was soooo much love and the endless attention.. and now, its like, its a struggle to get these from him.. sighh...
okay.. nuff said abt that.. i've bumped into my dad's nsman from ang mo kio fire station last week in the train.. haha.. gawd was he cute.. he alighted at tampines also.. but he was walking at the back so i didnt noe where i used to have a crush on him.. but then, hah.. wouldnt wanna date nsman la.. like, not ready for that yet.. hmm.. he's a nice guy actually.. heh.. and he's really shy.. aha.. so unlike me.. and then, guess wad?? i saw him again yesterday.. haha... during a wedding reception.. haha.. so cute..
going to the hospital later to have my blood test.. geez.. when is this gonna end man?? errrrghh.. i'm like, having a phobia of needles already... eeks.. okay.. gtg.. mum's calling..
SOMEBODY SAVE ME!
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