abt the other girl, well.. lets just say she cant accept the fact tt he dumped her.. and is still clinging on to him.. Heyy, i'm not gonna be like that okayy?? i have a sense of pride and respect for myself.. i'm not going to stoop myself low just for a guy although i'm really hoping to get back with him again.. but if he doesnt get back to me, den, all the best to him.. i'll be happy for him no matter wad..
he said he's not gonna bother abt that girl anymore.. but.. he dunno if he still wants to be with me.. and i said simply..
"Its all in ur heart.. find the love that u once gave to me.. its up to u and i'll accept whatever decisions u make even if they hurt me.."
DUUHH!! I want u back!! *cries out*
Okayy, so, actually.. dis is wad happened since Friday night..
The other girl was actually jealous of me.. And she didnt want to let him go.. So she msged him at friendster and she said..
hi dian.. i appreciate if u stop entering ayul's account... well.. he told me dat u and him broke up few months ago and pls stop disturbing him... pls do it fer a girl sake.. i dun wanna fight but im ayul gerl... hope u understand wat i mean.. thank u.
Man was i pissed or what! Sheesh.. And i msged Ayul ahh.. I said:
U better call me nw! i'm seriously not satisfied! u're still with her right??! bitch! she msged me at friendster and she said *as above*.. i'm seriously pissed off right nw! u better call me nw or i'm gonna call ur house!
Like, WHOOAAA.... First time sia i used that tone on him.. and he msged me back and said..
Him: I'm not with her! She doesnt wanna let me go!
Me: u noe wad she said.. she saidd *as above* .. What the heck does she mean?!
Him: Dun care her ahh...
Me: Pissed Off sia...
[He nv reply]
Me: What wrong have i done to u all this while that u did all these to me? i have never been rude to u or hurt u.. i love u more than i love myself..
Him: i dunno ah! i was wrong! i'm stupid! pls ah! i'm having a fever!
Me: Ya Sure.. take gd care of urself..
Him: i'm sorry.. i regret wad i did..
Me: the chance that i gave u last time wasnt for fun.. i believed that u can change.. but u didnt.. i waited till nw.. u better get some rest since u're having a fever.. drink loadsa water.. i love u no matter wad..
see how caring i am.. haha.. ok2... back to the other girl.. so she said,
hi dian.. i appreciate if u stop entering ayul's account... well.. he told me dat u and him broke up few months ago and pls stop disturbing him... pls do it fer a girl sake.. i dun wanna fight but im ayul gerl... hope u understand wat i mean.. thank u.
so i replied..
fyi, bitch.. u came into our relationship first, ok! and u noe wad? we didnt broke up "a few months ago" but we broke up yesterday!!! and we were on for 3 fucking months. he was two-timing u all the while. and even after i knew abt it i accepted him back.. screw u bitch. u came into our relationship and now u're asking me to back off?! fuck the hell off...
i was really2 pissed off with her lorr... ok, actually all these while, it wasnt Ayul who has been chatting with her from the start.. It was me.. And back then, she already gave him attitude.. and i was like, wahlao.. i dun even give him this kinda attitude seyy..
ok then, she replied..
wat are u talking abt??? he said u an idiot women with no sense of shame... he called u a asshole and a hoe behind ur back.... and he said to all his frens dat he hate u more than ever...
Well, she's obviously lying.. Like i dunno Ayul.. No matter how he dun like his ex, he would never call them that... he'll only say that she's boring.. or like, gundu or what lahh.. never something like that.. i noe... she's trying to make me hate him so that i could get away from him.. uhh sorry ehh.. i'm not that gullible.. and his frens noe wad kinda person i am.. sheesh! LOL!!!!
so i replied.. (damn long sia)
ouhh well... u just cant seem to let him go cant u.. tell me.. which guy wants to stay wif an over possessive and unreasonable girl.. i quote "bz tgk bola ke gangbang??" (busy watching soccer or gangbang?) "asl u keluar tak blg i?" (why didnt u tell me u going out?) "asl i call u tak angkat?" (i called u but y didnt u pick up??) jeeezz.. spoilt brat.. pls... save it.. whatever it is that he talks behind my back. seriously, wad makes u think i'm gonna trust u? i dun even noe u.. puhhleeze.. i'm not gonna trust any lunatic who doesnt want to let go of a guy..
pls ah ehh.. jgn nak memalukan diri sendiri terhegeh2 dengan lelaki yang tak suka wif u.. (dun embarrass urself by waiting and making a nuisance out of urself wif a guy who doesnt like u) ACCEPT THE FACT. i'm not replying to u because of him. i'm replying dis for myself and my stand. he may have let me go.. but we're contacting everyday and i noe him more than u do.. and honestly, u do not want to noe wad he says abt u.. and msn thing, well.. it makes me laugh come to think of it.. all those times, i've been chatting with u, well.. i didnt like u the first time i chat wif u.. and neither do i like u now..
save it ok. whatever he says behind my back, i dun care. i dun even care what ppl say behind my back. furthermore, if it comes from a 3rd party.. bullshit ok.. i dun believe any of it.. and pls.. ACCEPT THE FACT. FACE THE MUSIC. if somebody is meant to be urs, he'll be urs.. and if u love him, let him go.. if he loves u, he'll come back.. i've done that.. its no use holding on to a person who doesnt want to bother abt u, u noe.. i emphasize on U..
Ouhh well, if u want urself to appear cheap to him, then, carry on with whatever u're doing to us now.. keep bothering me, keep bothering him.. but u noe, u're wasting ur time and effort coz even though we broke up, there is still the trust between us.. its up to u to think.. i can keep replying to u, its fine by me.. u can keep calling or msging him, if he replies, gd for u.. if he doest, U'RE WASTING UR TIME.
think abt it ok.. even tho i dun like u.. u hafta put others in ur shoes.. possessiveness is never the key to a gd relationship.. remember that..
Wahhh!!! LIKE WHOA!! Haha.. Dee power siaa! Hehe.. Serves her right! I noe when i'm wrong and when i'm not... Dun bullshit wif me lahh.. herrhh.. i'm soooo waiting for her reply.. hahaha.. then can shoot her summore.. YAY-NESS!
Although i am waiting for him, i dun want myself to appear that i'm needy.. yes, i need him.. and he knows it.. thats enuff.. i dun haf to show him more... the rest is up to him to decide.. coz i still respect myself as a person.. and yesh,
IF U LOVE SOMEONE, LET HIM GO
IF HE LOVES U, HE'LL COME BACK
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