thank you oh great friendster, for telling me this.
yes, my life is going slow. damn the post-production blues. i'm so free right now that i'm getting bored. geez. been online since 1 pm. haiz.. no life arr.
seriously, i can tell you that i am living my past life, which is blardy saddening. To those who know my past life, somebody pls save me from the sins and torture. i despise my past life and the current life which i am living now.
being single makes me evil. it makes me despise life. makes my ego burst. geez.i noe i havent been complaining a lot abt my life. i dun intend to. but sometimes, shit just happens and u just feel like breaking down. and no, it's not about love, again. Farhan used to tell me,
it's true. so, i dun wanna expect anything much. and people, i'm fragile. pls dun think that i'm happy and strong to face the world all the time. i'm still human and pls treat me nicely. =/
i hate my life now. screw. i wish i could cry but i think that crying is a sign of weakness. where were you when i need you huh?! u used to always be there for me.. and now u're gone. thanks friend.
u noe, i never believed in best friends. den she changed my mind. eh no. they changed my mind. and they changed it back to square one. and not only that, 3 of whom, i only meet once a mth, 1 who doesnt bother, 1 who doesnt even show up anymore.
ouh whatever.
my bro's been caught for smoking. sigh. my mum noes i'm smoking. but she's just keeping mum about it. dunno when i'm gonna quit also. everyday smoke2 till sian. Like, really siaa. urgh.
gee. been online for like 12 hrs already. sheessh.
shoot me.
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