Monday, May 23, 2005

I'm Happy Now

I'm happier now... really i am... With Ayul in my life, i've moved on and i'm soooo in love wit him.... Yupp... Ayul is already MY SWEETY HUNNY SYG... haha... It's fast but i dun care.. i am so in love wit him... I mean, i noe that he is kinda very controlled kinda person but i guess that would do me some good... when he controls me, at least i noe that he cares...
he's like, everything to me now.. i dun wanna lose him coz i really2 love him frm the bottom of my heart... i'm sincere abt him and abt our relationship.. dun wanna hurt him in any way...
Deep inside, i'm totally as worried as he is.. he doesnt want any guy to steal me away frm him and neither do i want any girl to steal him away frm me.. and summore, he didnt go clubbing coz of me... so sweet of him.... i'm really2 insecure if my bf goes clubbing... sigh.... its been a long time since i felt loved and in love... He's everything to me now and i just dunno wad i'll do without him...
Its like we're fated to be together... it all started frm the part when i laughed at him in sentosa and he remembered me till nw... omg.. haha.. den we co incidentally chatted at alamak... went to chat at msn fer less then 10 conversations.. tt time he came at the right place right time when i was totally down coz of the faizan thing... and we just got closer and closer... and he's mine now...!!!
ALL MINE!!! hahaha...
Dearest sweety, i love u so much and i dun wanna let u go... wanna make u happy like the way u made me happy... u're the reason y i've moved on and u will always be my will.. I cant explain how deep my love fer is... But i hope u noe dis...
I LOVE U SO MUCH!!!
*muackz!*

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