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Haiz... Reached home like, midnight yesterday.. still sleepy... this drama thing is really taking up my time... shucks... reaching home late evrynight and waking up early.. haiz... tiring sia... just hope that everything will end soon... haizz... Think i'm suffering from overexhaustion.. still havent recovered yet from the june holidays overworking thing.. haiz... freaky how i can stand this long...

I feel that i am not myself.. something is bothering me but i just cant explain what it is... I dun even have time for myself anymore... My busy-ness overwhelms me.. Everyday for the past month, i've been really busy with school and work.. I dun even go out shopping anymore... or just plain "merayap-ing" err... like, loitering ah... i just miss my old self... carefree... no restrictions (the parent thing is a totally different situation) and just have fun... looks like poly life really made me busy...

'nuff said abt busy-ness... i'm like, smoking again... i mean, not heavily smoking like i used to... but thing is, i'm smoking again!! ergh... it sucks... i smoke when i'm stressed up and i realise that i only smoke when i'm in drama... erk? not that the drama ppl are bad influence on me... its just that i'm freaking stressed up in drama... ok... stupid reason... but u just noe when u need one... i dun need to say more abt this...

Ergh... Communications is stressing me out... Eeeeekkk!!!! Headache laa.... Hate today's topic... Ethics and stuff... ergh.... totally not liking this... dunno wad to do laa... everybody like, slacking and stuff... it's 1 and we're still not doing anything!!! omg....

think i gotta do it... sheesh!