TOTALLY

Science is uber boring. Totally bored. I just luuurrrrvvvveeee my blog song.. haha... i noe u guys love it too rite?? hehe..

The song is totally touching and meaningful to me. Okay, even though he doesnt have brown eyes, i still love em.. heh.. lurve his eyes.. his eyelashes are long.. haha.. he admits that he has girl's eyes.. LOL. Well, i just got sooooooo jealous that there's dis girl in his school who likes him.. argh! And den, his fren gave her his num... WTF! Aargh!! Bitch lahhh........ Haiz... Its not that i'm afraid that he will go to her or whatever... it's just that.. i feel so pathetic coz she gets to see him everyday and it's like bloody difficult for me to meet him.. haiz.. I trust him to make his own decisions lah.. It's been a long time since we argued and i just dun want us to argue and squabble anymore... it hurts me a lot to argue.. and the fact that he's changed me a lot just amazes me.. Its just that....

i've never had dis kinda strong feelings of love and care for someone... Never had someone who cares so deep for me and pampers me so much, yet at the same time, made me haf total fun with him.. sigh.. i dun look up to guys easily ok.. he's the first one that i do... he gave me the will to be happy again and he definitely gave me hope.. the hope of love and to be loved. I just cant believe this is me... hakz... yeah, well... i'm just friggin in love with him.. and there's not a chance that i will do what i did last time to him... no way. never again. i love him