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OFFICIAL: DEE AND AYUL ARE OKAY!
HAPPY! GOING HOTT! AND IN LUUURRVVVEEE!

It wasnt easy though.. We nearly broke up that Tuesday. Like, wtf right? Coz i insisted in going Pasir Ris by myself to take a breather out of my overly depressing life...

And he scolded and forced me to go home thru sms.. When i reached pasir ris, he called me and started shouting and stuff.. keep telling me to go home... and also threatened me, "if u dun go home, u noe wad's gonna happen 2 u..." and i got so pissed that i screamed back at him... and i told him that i'm feeling hurt by him and also my parents.. and gave him a piece of my mind.. abt him hurting me and stuff... sigghh...

then at nite, when he called, he sounded more cooled down and we started talking la.. and he asked me what's wrong and things like that and we had a heart-t0-heart talk... and we talked till 1240 am... we sang and just talk crap as usual...

i noe he was trying to make me feel better and happier.. i'm glad he did... things are going slowly between me and him.. sometimes he can just make me laugh and sometimes cry the shit out of me.. haizz...

gonna meet him tml.. i think.. no.. its i hope he can make it... sighh.. miss him so muchhh!!!! and he still havent call... tt gundu! haha... getting sleepy arr... lol.. well, toodles peeps..